So I've had an amazing Tuesday night. Camp out with 25 people. Wioth the most amazing people in the world. <3
Might have have a bit TOO much to drink, cos i don't remember hardly anything i did or said.. but here's the only story from that night that i remember actually doing, here's what happened.. ;
This dude called Ryan always used to talk to me on facebook. That was all. Never spoken to him in my life. Then he was at the camp out. He brought a lot of drinks with him and gave me some. Well a few cans. Don't remember much, but then I was sat over on the side hugging him? He started kissing me on the cheek and everyone kept saying how cute we were. Eventually after an hour of hugging(i think?) we kissed. We were getting off, don't know why. How weird does that sound. Anyway.. Then I remember laying under a blanket under the stars with him, cuddling and kissing. Then he started singing to me ''Look at the stars, look how they shine for you, and everything you do. they were all yellow..'' it was kinda cute. Then I remember being in a tent with him, cuddling. We were kissing and then he looked at me and smiled, and said ''You're beautiful.'' We started pulling faces at each other and laughing, then I was pouting and making a funny face, and he pouted aswell and kissed me. Haha, it was cute in a funny way, cos i've never actually been able to make a fool out of myself infront of a guy i'm that comfortable with. Then I was falling asleep on him and he was cuddling me, stroking and playing with my hair, then kissed me on the head. Whenever I opened my eyes he was there looking at me and smiling. It was so cute. He woke me up with a kiss and when I opened my eyes he was still next to me. I had a really bad headache and felt sick in the morning later on. I sat down and put my head on my hands. He put his arm around me and kissed me on the head. I had no make up on, my hair was a mess, i looked really ill. what a mess. But yet he still said I looked beautiful.. Can I just say, a massive AWWWW at him. We might have been drunk. I might have been out of my head. But nothing changed in the morning when we sobered up. aww..

Then today he turned up at my door with 2 cans of energy drinks and 2 huge packets of haribos, cos he knew I wasn't feeling too well.. still. We watched a dvd, cuddled, kissed. And the weird thing is, we didn't find the situation at all awkward? I mean, tuesday night was the first time we met properly. We've never really spoken before. And now we were so close and comfortable with each other? What i liked though is that we didn't care about being together or saying we like each other, or anything of that sort. We were both single. There was ''nothing'' going on between us. It didn't bother us. We liked it the way it was. I mean, I don't want a relationship.
But this is really cute.

And I wanna say a huge THANK YOU to these people;
- Leilaxo90
- lipsofanangelx
- KayDeeTee
For the comments on the previous post, the amazing advice, and basically reading the whole post and caring enough to help me out with the whole situation:')! I really appreciate it guys, it cheered me up, changed my point of view and help like LOADS:D Thank YOU!!!!
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